everything is getting more complicated and it sucks. I guess this time in my life is just not so hot. There is a time for everything the cliche says, so this is my time of misfortune. Unfortunately, shit just got real. I have just been busting my ass for a promotion and I feel like I’m not getting anywhere. I had a reality check today when I received a letter that my grace period was over for paying back my student loans and that I already had a past due balance of $300. That may seem like a small amount, but I really don’t have any extra cash at all as I am already living paycheck to paycheck barely surviving my retail position. I have been job searching all night online and talking with friends about serving possibilities in south Austin. I’m considering everything as an option right now…

Basically it all comes down to money. I have been spending too much of it and I do not have enough to be behaving as such. I have debt that MUST be paid off on my credit card and student loans. My college degree is not helping me either…it is just another thing on my resume. I hate money, yet I am obsessed with it. UGH! I think I have to get another job in addition to the one I already have…I am going to have absolutely no time to do anything except work my ass off all day every damn day. 

1. emilylouiselove said: Remember you are not alone. Keep looking. And remember you have internet friends who listen. :)
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4. bretticus2424 said: You can do it!!!
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6. angeryourhands said: Not like we’re close or anything. But, as always, I’ll be here if you need a person to vent with. Shit’s tough, amirigh? #onwardanddonotkillyourselfintheprocess
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